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fuckin’ A, man

Tonight, I am not feeling the least bit like reminding myself how anger is compost for your soul, or how tormentors teach us, or devotion to a healing journey. I don’t feel like apologizing for this anger I’m about to have, or justifying one more bullshit aspect of partiarchical-misogynistic bullshit.

I want to tell everyone how it fucking sucks to co-parent with a man who represents everything you are against, who is morally void, and who stands for all that is wrong and fucked up in this world. I’m pissed off at the pretenders who support him and who are themselves misogynists and woman-haters. I’m mad that they completely cut off a valid, beautiful, real, and VITAL part of their own children: MOTHER. I’m pissed off that they are just echoing back what culture is currently doing to women. Fuck #metoo. Why do we have to even have a #metoo? Why don’t we have men acting with decency and respect for women in the first place? Why don’t we have more men that can control their impulses and emotions and be decent? (I know you’re the majority; I’m speaking for who gets the attention and it is rarely the good guys)

My ex is setting his daughter up to be a #metoo. He comes to pick her up and she jumps, not in excitement to see her dad, but in fear that he will be mad if she doesn’t get out there RIGHT NOW. He says jump, she says how high. Mother fucker is a user of women and can’t model decency and respect.

Instead, he models how to be a taker. How to hate a mother. How to use a woman for money. How to be contemptuous. How to manipulate. How to gaslight. How to control.

HOW TO ABUSE.

That is his big contribution…how to abuse and snuff out his own children’s mother, then blame her.

He could never tell the truth, take responsibility, or be a morally solid person.

I get so triggered by pretenders…those whose image or job or roles in the world are upright and just but their hearts and things they do behind the scenes are black and ugly and downright evil. In fact, I call that evil to be so deceptive.

Fucking a I’m angry. He stands for all that is wrong with this world, as if we need more assholes and fucktards to cause pain and suffering. And the worst part is he is oblivious.

Do me a favor, world. Shun a fucktard today. Like, literally, don’t even talk to him. Don’t give him the time of day. Break up with him. Stop giving him money and sympathy. Stop believing his lies. Grow a fucking backbone.

I heard once, “your arch nemesis will teach you more about life than anyone else.”

I’m already schooled…time for my arch nemesis to slink back to the underworld from which he came.

 

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